India.
Ive never really felt love towards people, but one person made me feel like it could change. I do love that person his name is Damian.

Ive come to realize that youve made up too many excuses
Ive come to see that Ive made it alone
You are always there when you want to be
And Im delirious
Im at my whits end
And your ignorant to refuse it
I dont understand
Why Im in this alone
You are always there when you want to be
And Im delirious
Wheres your heart in this matter
Black turns gray ahead
I played my part if it matters
And its clear
That I care too much today.

16th August 2010

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Thoughts.

I wanna die. My stomach sounds like a fucking freight train gone of it’s rails. I think I have a concussion. My head hurts like fuck I thought I was gonna have a seizure today.damn epilepsy. I’m lyings under a Doona on my couch. It’s cold. But my head is burning. I don’t wanna go to school tomorrow ): schools shit. With everything at home and school. Sometime it feels like my heart is gonna burst because I feel to much at once. And my brain will turn to mush because of to much thinking. Everything is too much. I think one of the only reasons that I have to keep holding on is because of my friends and Damian. I love him. With my whole heart. I hope nothing takes him away. Ever. ): but right now I’m sad. I’m sad again it’s one of those weeks. Fuck I’m doomed take. Me away.